My Babes Averie

I know she is mine but damn aint she cute lol! She is a full time job and than some....She is now 2 weeks and 1 day...I am trying to wean her off breastmilk already because she is a biter and I cant handle it.....Everything is going well with that other than my breast get sore and I cant wait till that passes...I am going to start working out on Tuesday and as soon as I get her fully weaned I am going to go on a diet...I am looking to lose about 20 pounds atleast....So like now I have a new respect for single moms and well shit anyone who has a new born in general its sooooooo tiresome and stressful...I couldnt imagine being like 15 with a new born ugh....I am hoping do some modeling in a month or two from now....I also am looking to go back to work in August...So if anyone knows a good sitter that would rock....alright well thats all for now I need to nap ugh....

Finally!!!

Welp I went to the doc today and finally set a day to be induced considering that I am only a centimeter dialated and am like a day over already we decided to go ahead and induce...I go in on Sat at 5:30 and than Im in there for good until i come home with my wee one...I sure hope that i can get some sleep when i am in there...I am like seriously DIEING!!! I feel like a zombie...Ok well thats all I am going to write for now I am watching Foxfire and getting ready to eat some beets...and hopefully take a nap before i destroy someone ugh!

Are you fucking kidding me?

Here I go again feeding into silly drama but!!!Totally fucking inappropriate...jesus people you bitch about pedis and you got pictures like this coming out in noted fashion magazine...it is a disgrace to see such a young girl (15) posing like this...way to go mom and dad who by the way were standing on the side lines cheering this on...have you no respect for your child...and she is just that a CHILD...its because of shit like this that i am terrified to raise my kid in this world...thanks thanks again..also i read in her article that her fav show is sex and the city well ouch hello who the hell is letting a little girl watch this show in the first place?? I sometimes feel a little like a hussy when i watch it but i could never imagine a little girl watching it...sarah jessica parker should make a statement about this...its disgusting that a girl at 15 should even know about sex let alone watching these mature woman go on in detail about sex...someone please help i want to have a normal little girl who isnt getting naked and watching semi porn at 15 :(

6 month anny

What What who would have thought that I would ever be married and have a kid! I sure was the last person..but here I am ready to pop any day and married for 6 months...Its so odd because at first I couldn't even see a future with this person because i was to rapped up in what I thought was cool and what wasn't...After some time and realization and alot of work I am happy and content with my life...I have had alot of great experiences and the coolest thing about being married to Todd is that my life is never boring and I have alot to look forward too...He makes things happen...I am a procrastinator and he is like lets freaking do it!!! So far we are going have already spent a nice week in California and we are heading to New York the end of this year for a little Xmas in the City...Next year we are planning on going to Japan...Ugh its nauseating to think how awesome my life is going to be...I know we get in little arguments here and there but its like there is never an option of separating like its a non-existent word in our vocab...I think we work well as a team and we make up for things were the other lacks...(I could do without his road rage though lol) I have to say I am pretty spoiled and I like it that way! I just cant wait till I can get back to work and we can have so much more....Its hard to imagine life being better but I know that more money well help with some things like splurging on our baby or each other...well i better jet for now...he should be home soon (he went grocery shopping because my fat prego ass cant make it through the store) and i need to get some food cooking for us...
much love

No I am not voting for Obama

Dude hello Im just not that cool.....

I just love this picture and I feel like it represents me totally..Considering Im not one of those lame ass maternity wearing out of style and out of date moms to be (sorry if I offend)

My First Post

So today is April 25 and I am just now starting my own bloggy spot..I got the idea from Jess I figure instead of writing stupid blogs on the space I can ramble all I want on here...Plus talk about shit thats going on in my life like the fact that I have like 1 week and 4 days until my Due Date...And about the fact that I am freaking scared out of my mind!!! But its almost here and I cant wait to get my body back....Ok for a few this is all because I wanna see how this baby works ...beee back